Lesson Learned

Well, I finally got out of something I have been trying to get out of that I deeply regret doing. Things may be looking up now and hope they continue to. I am kind of scared of what is going to happen but I have to be strong. I'm actually really enjoying myself right now with people that make me smile, laugh, and experience near-euphoric feelings.

I'm currently sun-burned!! That's not going to stop me I am going back to the beach today. I experienced so much bliss on that beach yesterday that I can't wait to get back. Party favors are always a nice gesture (thank's jet). Maybe I'll go to the water park sometime soon before I head back to Fayetteville, havn't done that in years. I guess well see what happens with my future in Fayetteville.

I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I'm letting the past be the past. I'm ready to get all this drama behind me and start a new chapter, whatever that means... These VH1 Videos in the AM are always a lot of fun, especially with a good friend to enjoy them with. Mandy Moore is a dollbaby.

Until Next Time
JTP